This isn’t love, how you treat me what you’ve done to me just isn’t LOVE. You tricked me to fall for you with your words, you were my first i didn’t even know better at the time. I stupidly believed your words. “Your eyes are a chocolate ocean i’d love to swim in.”, “I’ll treat you better than the stars fit the sky.” It’s all BULLSHIT that i fell for.. and boy did you get me attached.. i miss the beginning, where it was puppy love and little arguments that could be healed.. and now all it is is arguments that cannot be healed because of something you did that i forgave you for but you don’t appreciate jackshit, not even the fact that i had forgiven you for everything you had done to me.. now all you do is take advantage of me because you think ill keep forgiving like I’ve been doing for a year. I admit im stupid for not dumping your ass, i wish i had the guts.. I’ve never felt deeply heart broken i love you to the fullest and im scared to experience a deep depression..